Malam Jumaat

Assalamualaikom....salam sejahtera

selamam...abis sja waktu magrib...ak dapat call dari sepupu ak....ak jawap....upanya adik dia meninggal sebb kemalangan...mmg sedih la...sepupu baik ak tu....sampai je umah dia...mayat dah nk di kebumi kan....selesai ape smua...ak balik umah kejap..ambik lappy n baju2..sbb tdo umah dia.....sampai je balik umah dia....ada org ramai nk ucap kan tahziah pada ayah simati.....lepak2 sampai la pukul 1 lbh kalau ak tak silap...ak tgk line clear...ak on lappy..ak rindu kt baby...nk main mafia war...

bila aku on je tenet...ym ak outo sign in....tetiba ym baby masuk...ak baca2...dia ckp ak on myspace aku...pehh...ak tekejut la...ym tu dah nk dekat 2 bulan ak tak on lepas pwsd n email kawan aku ubah....lagi pelik semua benda dlm myspace tu....mengikut keadaan aku.....ms pya status....ikut mcm ner ak punya ym status...adoi ai....ak mmg dah serabut pasl benda nie...nie la benda yg org tak kan percaya...sbb ape yg ak ada...sama je dlm myspace tu...

ak syak mmg kerja kawan baik ak dulu...tp dulu la kawan baik......dia ada ym aku semua....ak pon ada ym dia dulu...ak dah delete sbb ak benci kt dia.....so...dia thu ape semua tentang aku skit2..mcm status myspace...tu adalah status ym aku....ak mmg sedih benda nie jd pada aku....sampai kan baby tk percaya kan aku......susah nk percaya cm nie...benda nyata sgt mcm aku yg berbohong...tp kali nie..ak bukan mcm dulu...ak tak ikut kata2 org lagi.....padan muka sendiri......org dah tak percaya....ak sayang dia....ikhlas ak ckp....ak syg dia lagi.....ak buat mcm2 tok dekat ngan dia...dari ak buat tag...ak cuba ambik ati dia....ak yg tak suka main game....ak cuba main gak..sbb nk rasa ape yg dia rasa....mmg happy ape yg belaku seblom nie...ak tak nafi kan...tak de org ganggu aku n dia....ak dah selesa dengan dia.....

tp ape ak blh buat....ak hnya mampu tulis ne...tuk petahan kan diri aku....ak mmg tak larat lagi dengan benda nie...ak baru je nk baik dengan dia....ada je halangan....tp kenape.....ak mmg nk jumpa kwn aku tu...tak kisah la....begaduh pon ak rela....apa ak takut dengan dia....sebelom ramai lagi igt ak penipu...baik ak settle ngan dia.....

baby....capit minta maaf kalau baby rasa seksa ngn capit...capit harap baby pikir kan la baik2.....tak kan capit nk jarak kan hubungan kita...lepas ape yg jadi dulu.....cukup la dulu baby sedih dengan perangai capit....capit minta maaf...kalau baby rasa...capit tetap mcm dulu...tu hak baby...capit dah terang kan kan sini...dan tok pengethuan baby..... 143 tu bermaksud..... I LOVE YOU... tak pe la baby.....up to you....tu hak bby nk nilai capit....capit sentiasa kenang baby....capit hargai ape smua tu....thanks baby semua n segalanya....capit minta baby jgn putus kan persahabatan kta.....capit sedih baby...kita jd mcm nie balik......tengah2 kita happy sama2....tetiba ada je halangan.....than benda tu.....nyata2 mcm capit yg salah....capit mmg tak blh terima benda nie....maaf kan la capit....bukan salah capit



i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know
i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you



i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to hear



i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to know



i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you


I MISS YOU..........